Balance...

I'm back!..Oh my gosh..where has the time gone. I guess life really takes over when you let it do so! Well I have not written a thing on here in 5 months partially because I felt like my blog had turned into fodder for some no do gooders and I had felt a bit of conflict (like others do) about exposure/overexposure. Anyway, for the last few months I have been focused on a few things which involve making various parts of my life better, starting with myself, my relationships and my role as a mother. I have also taken on an unexpectedly demanding role at work while trying to hit the gym everyday. I have to say though, my efforts have paid off in various ways, I am feeling better both mentally and physically, I feel like we have developed a rhythm in the house between jobs, school and the little one who is home with her nanny most of the day. Certainly there is still the guilt of being gone at work and then taking another hour to myself to workout but I think it's been good or if anything balanced...or approaching balance..my baby is almost two and amazingly brilliant and stubborn..my older daughter is more gorgeous and more particular about her wardrobe everyday...I have lost 15 pounds and counting and my husband..well he's pretty even keeled...if you know what I mean!

Did I just say that? balance? Well I guess my life is more balanced than its been (or had any chance to be in the last 5-10 years). I am able to fit most things into my daily routine and I'm not completely stressed at the end except of course neglecting this blog! So here I am..I'm making a dedication to return to the blog and continue to use it as an outlet for my thoughts, my literary exercise and maybe even some comedy. I won't let my feelings of insignificance keep me from writing. I know I have something to share everyday and should do so regardless of if I have nice pictures to go with it. That's what this is about right..reality..documenting my thoughts..visual or not. My next few posts will be taking you back a few weeks..months but then we will move forward..I don't mind the non linearity anyway..my life isn't linear..I like it that way so why would my blog present it any other way..I ask myself that all the time.